Friday, August 26, 2005
Sometimes they come back
So, I think it's safe to say that we've established that there are/have been a lot of men in my life. Most of them come and go, make me a little more jaded and cynical along the way, but we all move on. One of the ones that got away, just came swimming back.
We used to work together. We emailed each other for work purposes, that would turn into flirty back and forth emails. When I moved to a new department in a new building, I thought it would end. Not so much. The emailing continued, just without the hindrance of anything work related. The Christmas party- we spent almost the entire night by each other's side. We went out a couple of times. Played pool. Went to a movie. Sat close to each other in the back of a cab once. Nothing ever happened. I was not very aggressive and I was a virgin and didn't ever want him to know that. But I still obsessed about him constantly. Besides Derek Jeter, he has been the object of more of my sexual fantasies than any other man alive. He quit and moved to a new company. I definitely thought that was the end of us. Not even. The emailing reached a 10-20 times a day frenzy. Seriously. Then, it sort of petered out. I never knew what happened. He just stopped returning emails.
After months of silence, I got an email today. 3 total, so far. Where did this come from? My best friend thinks he must have been dating someone and they recently broke up. I don't know. But how do I make it not end this time?
We used to work together. We emailed each other for work purposes, that would turn into flirty back and forth emails. When I moved to a new department in a new building, I thought it would end. Not so much. The emailing continued, just without the hindrance of anything work related. The Christmas party- we spent almost the entire night by each other's side. We went out a couple of times. Played pool. Went to a movie. Sat close to each other in the back of a cab once. Nothing ever happened. I was not very aggressive and I was a virgin and didn't ever want him to know that. But I still obsessed about him constantly. Besides Derek Jeter, he has been the object of more of my sexual fantasies than any other man alive. He quit and moved to a new company. I definitely thought that was the end of us. Not even. The emailing reached a 10-20 times a day frenzy. Seriously. Then, it sort of petered out. I never knew what happened. He just stopped returning emails.
After months of silence, I got an email today. 3 total, so far. Where did this come from? My best friend thinks he must have been dating someone and they recently broke up. I don't know. But how do I make it not end this time?
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